And so it goes.

Addicted to music, traveling & dance.
Love fashion, tattoos & art.
Can't live without starbucks, gossip girl & nordstroms.

I grew up in small town and felt perfectly in my element. As I moved out I learned that's not who I really am.

Exploring the world and finding my place is my next mission.

Today I’m just so in love it makes the rest of my crazy world ok. Isn’t that how it should be?

I have been to all these places. My life made me so happy four months ago :) and will again in one!

I have been to all these places. My life made me so happy four months ago :) and will again in one!

(via almostzen)

Smart girls are the overthinkers, the insecure ones, the different ones. They know what the real world is like. They analyze every little thing in life. Why? To avoid getting hurt. To find happiness. They stay up at night trying to think about every possible situation to get through all the problems. They think too much. They trust fewer people. Their insecurity proves their respect toward themselves. Of course they try to live away from a drama-filled life. Smart girls know their worth. Now those are the ones worth keeping by your side.

Unknown (via lifeslittledejavus)

Sweet

(via eliza-jean)

(via damhsoir)

i thought it was supposed to get better

another shitty day. another shitty conversation. 

when is enough, enough? 

It’s as easy as saying I’m sorry. no backhanded comment. no trying to be funny.

Things don’t change over night I know that I’m not silly or unreasonable. I don’t think all my wishes should be fulfilled or I’m entitled to a life of bliss but for just a few days it would be great if it could be easier than this

I’m crying at the drop of a pin and what I want more than anything I can’t have. Not because it’s not mine, no that’s too simple. Today I need reassurance that I’m doing the right things and making the right choices for my future.

All I need is you to lay here with me in your arms and tell me it will all be ok.

Somedays

If I had known today would go this way I wouldn’t have got up. I can’t tell if I’m actually falling apart of I’ve thought so much about it all I’ve convinced my self things are worse then they are.

It’s that strange moment when everything in your life feels broken and empty and wrong but nothing brought it on. Nothing set this off. So why am I having these horrible feelings.

People keep trying to talk to me but they don’t understand im so utterly and completely alone. No one knows what I’m going through so they can’t offer me advice or tell me which path is the right one.

It’s so confusing. When did the world get so big and me so small?

  • me during shower time: What is my mission here on earth? What would have happened if Hitler got killed before he started the war? What if is there's a bigger force controlling us right now?
  • me almost falling asleep: I think I've solved the mystery of Atlantis and the cure for cancer and starving in Africa and the problems for all bad things in the universe
  • me during the day: how do I spell house?